My Life Journey (A Summary)

I want to introduce myself to you. Ever since I was 12 years old, I am living the life of a handicapped person. Before that, I used to play, jumping, hopping and skipping, just like any other child of my age. Suddenly, because of an event in my life, I became a victim of an accident and have been living a life of a handicapped person. On the advice of doctors, I had to stop going to school.

In a few years since then, my mental state also began to sad and conditions of my body also began to deteriorate. In view of this, I became helpless for a long time. Even friends and children could not help me participate with them in their games. Secluded, I began to think within myself that I should go forward and beyond, beyond all my friends and achieve some tangible, some unique success and serve my country. Being unable to get good medical care but I left my suffering life how to face rest of life in continuation thinking and thinking about world peace indeed peace thoughts may help me to change my slow walking life I had good strength and at the age 15 years old I asked my father Shri Vishnu Dutt Sharma I wish to readmit in the nearby Higher Secondary School in class six.

To see my interest in schooling life my father took me next day in nearby the same school which was hardly four hundred meters from my house. We had meeting in the principal room and after knowing about my much more disability the principal sir advised my father to admit him in the special school means disable friendly school somewhere. After listening his advice, I requested the principle kindly help me out to give me admission in this school and I promised the principal sir I would be a good student in your school to see my encouragement the principal sir smiled and admitted me in the same school Netaji Nagar New Delhi-110023 in class six. From next day I joined the class along with my classmates it was my first day of my next movement in the field of further schooling life. By the grace of God, I restarted my schooling life it was afternoon boys session school my friends those were studying in the same school I requested someone to help me to carry in the school because I walked very slowly with the help of elbow crutches the same routine was in continuation in my up and down daily schooling life. But my will power neglected all odds to move my life ahead and ahead.

Members of society were looking me how to go my school and how to come in the evening from the school I felt some shyness to see the persons those were looking at me. Gradually time was moving ahead and I passed out my class six and seven, eight, nine and now I was in the board examination class tenth. Due to board examination some fear-ness was going on within me but I had boldness to pass me this board examination. In the school teachers, principle, vice principle all were thumping me because of my positiveness they were watching my disability life and I was the only one disabled student in the whole school and on the occasion of school functions I participated to sing the song and sometimes recited my written poem on positive direction.

Amongst the students I joked and smiling very much it was my internal positiveness God gifted to forget my minor hurdles because peace path was given me to keep walking against every challenge and hugged every negativity without further botheration it was my overcoming life that is why I passed out my tenth board examination with happiness. In the same school I took Arts subject from XI class I started to write more poems and myself felt smiling feeling within me always around me people surprised to see my smiling life always. Students and my colony friends gathered to listen my joke all were happy and smiling more and more with me. I remember one of my neighborhoods who was not smiling and said others about me this boy was mad because I laughed loudly to listen such negative dialogue against me, I laughed more because smiling and laughing was my best medicine to forget my physical problem and answering me to move ahead and ahead on the path of peace thoughts because smiling is also a part of peace in the world. In the same class my Hindi teacher Dr. Pandey questioned all students who wrote Discovery of India? no one answered and I had also no knowledge who wrote Discovery of India.

Dr. Pandey answered to explain about Pandit Jawahar Lal Nehru who was our first prime minister of India wrote this book after sometime in the class room I was thinking related to this title let me write one book in coming future in the name of “Discovery of Peace” this dream registered on the spot in my heart and planning about more peace promotion. Most of time I admired about the beauty of God blessing how much trees, grasses, clouds, heavy rainfall and rainbow shining after the rain. What a beauty in the sky ! this is peace blessing pictures for the enjoyment of human beings, Mount Everest is the highest peak in the world and long Mountain Range spreading far and wide in the North-East of India and through out the year these mountain range covered with heavy snow and helping to give the shape of several rivers which are flowing in the different-different countries like Bharamputra, Ganga, Jhelum etc. etc. are giving justice to every living creature God is also helping to grow different-different food for the human beings. I loved to fly the birds in the sky means I tried to explain about peace blessing by the grace of God for the love of human beings so that human realized the fact of this peace blessing. I explained my dear friends without peace promotion there is no life and beauty in the world.

Gradually I moved in my life to continue about peace promotion in the school I had chance to know more about Mahatma Buddhaji, Mahatma Gandhiji, Swami Vivekanand, Mother Teresa, Sri Aurobindo, Sai Baba, Lord Ram Krishan, Jesus Christ, Guru Nanak ji, Allah, every religion is talking about peace promotion and how to live simple and beautiful life without side effects of the life. It is true written in every good book in the world. Having positive thinking is our strongness to be happy in our simple life. Killing birds and animals are also antipeace because in the whole world those animals, birds, plants, human beings are having natural food by the nature all are looking good and human are also no fear against such part of nature.

It is also an example of peace in the world I explained such truth amongst the masses those were around me because I loved peace word very much and I had gradually good knowledge about peace ideas it is my best medicine against my own incurable disease and my disability. I also passed out my 12^th class board examination from the same school with margin marks but in the school and in the society good thinking people means peace lovers were thumping me and appreciating to go ahead to say you were talking about correct otherwise negativity and sorrows are taking out happiness and giving us more problems in the life ever. My father and mother were happy to see my happy life and appreciating me and also several women and men those were visiting at our home in Netaji Nagar, New Delhi. I was studying B.A. second year from University of Delhi through correspondence. In the examination I was given writer to write my answer in the examination in the meanwhile I had chance to appear in the staff selection commission, Government of India competitive clerk grade examination at that time I was much interest to study about competitive examination. I appeared in the clerk grade examination next year 1987. My father Sh. Vishnu Dutt Sharma who was retired from Government of India 1984 was no more.

We were five brothers and sisters including mother Mrs. Usha Sharma and living in rented house. In 1988 clerk grade examination result was declared and I cleared it but after that typing test was must for everyone I also got typing test examination date but my both hands were not in order to type so I submitted my typing test exemption medical certificate which was given to me by rehabilitation board Safdarjung hospital New Delhi but my this typing text exemption medical certificate was not accepted by the authority of examination board staff selection commission I had letter to clear it otherwise no favorable result.

I wrote about my suffering life and written examination story to our former late Hon’ble Prime Minister of India Sh. Rajiv Gandhi in 1989 because he was the chairman of staff selection commission, Government of India. After two months I had special favorable letter from Hon’ble Prime Minister office and marked copy to staff selection commission. After consideration of my typing examination medical certificate, staff selection commission called me in the rehabilitation Centre, All India Medical Institute New Delhi, Head of the rehabilitation Centre Doctor examined me in the present of one officer who came from staff selection commission with typewriter and my file. Doctor examined me I might type or not? Doctor wrote his comments in the staff selection commission file in favor of my disability and congratulated me you would be selected I was much happy in my life to get justice and after some months I joined National Council of Educational Research and Training (NCERT) under the Ministry of Education on 24^th October 1989 that was my success and I was happy because 24^th October is a special day because of United Nation Organization (UNO) day which is world peace Centre in the world for the promotion of peace. My life moto is also peace promotion understanding amongst the all nations and every mature people of the world. I was thinking and thinking how to prevail peace message in the world it was the time of active journey on the path of peace so I dispatched more and more by ordinary mail in India and in the world, I used to address the higher authority of the world.

My written English poem related to peace promotion like “A Ray of Peace”, “Peace is Winner” others poems on the occasion of new year as greeting I used to flash peace message to give them honour. It was in continuation next few years and in response I was getting positive answer from all over the world which was given me more encouragement to do more work on peace promotion. I did spend my own money to buy mail stamp for dispatching letters in India and abroad at that period several responses are available as my peace message proof which may read in my  website www.worldwidepeaceorganization.org including my much more work which I have done for the peace education promotion to visit far and wide in India during my long peace promotion journey I have addressed around 2.2 million students in the whole country.

started this peace education promotion journey amongst the primary students in Delhi from nearby my staying MMTC colony New Delhi-110017 in the year of 1998. Head Master of these primary school were appreciating my peace promotion work which is positiveness of our life because in our history every individual who worked for this noble cause promotion for the welfare of humanity was appreciated and got much respect from the good society those were lover of peace promotion in the world because in my one quotation said PEACE IS NOT AN OPTION BUT A NECESSITY OF THE WORLD and in my another quotation said A SMALL STEP TOWARDS PEACE IS A BIG STEP TOWARDS WORLD PEACE. Even I had many-many problems in my passing life because 90% disability is a big problem itself anyone may understand specially like me person who is unable to move above without escort gradually, I moved ahead with more peace promotion to visit higher secondary schools in Delhi and nearby states and requested the principle to give me opportunity for the welfare of students to promote peace education. Every principle and teachers appreciated my peace movement and given me more and more chance to encourage the students for the love of them. My physical status prevented me to move here and there but my internal peace energy helped me to continue this beautiful peace journey for the love and unity of the Nation because I had promised to not yield before any type of challenge. My new peace initiative and new ideas were giving me new and excellent thoughts which were I used to place before the students and teachers during my 30 minutes slot on this peace education subject.

After the listening my encouragement peace promotion thoughts all students and teachers were clapping and everyone came to me for shaking hand for my honour several students excited to receive my autograph and writing their views how to love my peace promotion journey and what they were getting excellent ideas to move ahead in their life and several students promised me to declare themself as peace maker for the Nation and the whole world. Like this visit movement were on in different-different states and God peace blessing have been showering over my life against my 90% disability. It is not easy for any normal person who may do such type of welfare work in the large scale but I am lucky to get this opportunity for the promotion of peace education work in India and I am sorry to say in India I may be only one special divyang 90% person on wheel chair who did beyond efforts in the field of peace education promotion in India.

Truth and Non-Violence promotion I have done best of my life service till today and by the grace of God it may be in continuation till my life energy. Doctors predicted I would be in trouble much more according to my age progress because my disease related to Cerebral Palsy as his sister. Doctors were afraid to take my long-life future my family were also afraid to see my detorious life but no-one knows the fact what is going to happen in our next future because after all and above all supreme being is great to grace such suffering person to live life differently the same was turned up in my such condition. Lord Buddha example is before us and several good human being examples are also as proof those kept walking on the path of peace promotion, they all had extraordinary energy to change their life for the welfare of themselves as well as for the love of human beings. Peace thoughts are our real food energy to survive our suffering life with new ideas how to lead one’s life to live a simple life with highly thoughts that is why our hon’ble father of Nation Mahatma Gandhi was lean by physically but had power to fight against the vast empire of the world. Swami Vivekanand ji was also weak physically but peace thoughts were his real strength to flash the powerful message for the welfare of all the world.

I am happy to adopt peace thoughts in my suffering life otherwise I would be much in trouble and I had no motivational power myself and no social service I did in my life to take positive message it is true of my life. During Kashmir valley visit on May 2005 I had life threatening given by the antipeace students of Kashmir university and during Dantewada, Chhattisgarh state 2011 I was given warning to not visit this Naxalite area I would have life problem but God saved my life on his blessing peace journey. I am 59 years old in this year but I have youngness energy within me I am also not having more food in my daily life simple living and high thoughts are my positive energy on the path of peace as messenger of peace. My 90% disability is my 90% success in my life on this energetic thoughts. Let me live rest of life for this noble cause.

My 90% Disability Is My 90% Success

As I born and brought up as normal child on 15 January 1993 in Agartala, Tripura state in the North East India I could play, running, skipping etc. etc. in the hill area of Tripura (Ambassa), where my father Late Vishnu Dutt Sharma was teacher recommended by Government of India in 1956 for the Hindi language promotion purpose. My earlier eight years I lived in Ambassa in district Dhalai during year 1971 East Pakistan and India war my father was transferred from Ambassa to New Delhi in the Ministry of Education. I along-with my family came in New Delhi. At the age of 10 years old we were living in Humayupur, Safdarjung Enclave, New Delhi I was studying in class fifth in nearby primary Government school in the same area and on the occasion of school game function I also participating in the race game after three round of race I entered in the final race round and I was second runner up in the final race and I was given a small tiffin box by the school.

What was the day of my racing life! One day in an afternoon I slipped my right leg between two wooden beds gap and unfortunately little skin removed below the knee side of my right leg and next morning it changed into septic my father approached me to the All India Institute of Medical Science, New Delhi Doctor examined and vaccinated me dressed up on the wound and within two weeks I visited with my father to redress on the same wound and Doctor vaccinated few for curing it fast. Fortunately my wound was cure but I could not walk properly I was limping from my left leg and Doctors referred me to the nearby Safdarjung hospital for re-examination but my limping condition was in progress after six months long assessment Doctors caught my disease which is incurable in the whole world SPINO CEREBELLA ATAXIA with SPATIC PARAPLEGIA. and declared me permanent disable due to this incurable and progressive nervous related disease and certified me 75% disable during this 1^st six months I was walking with the help of elbow-crutches and put up calipers shoes in my both legs for walking purpose to see my this progressive disease related to brain Doctors advised my father to stop his schooling life they were afraid due to text on my brain so my father stopped my schooling life and I remained at home next to two years within this period I was hopeless and feeling shy to walk with the help of crutches because I could not play any game with my friends but I could not share my suffering feeling with any person was thinking-thinking and thinking what happened with my life why I could not walk and play like before.

I got along with the help of hopeful attitude till 1996. In that year my bones were damaged and I became helpless. Because of broken bones, I have been spending my life on wheelchair, since then, to date. I am compelled to take recourse of somebody’s assistance. But the strength of my spirit made me forget my shortcomings and helplessness and goaded me strongly to move ahead and achieve something, for the well being of the whole country. From then on, I loaded on my shoulders, the burden of world peace and moved ahead spreading and instilling peace in the minds of millions of peace and moved ahead spreading and instilling peace in the minds of millions of people around me and make them do all possible programs in search of peace. I have achieved success. Even though it is full of challenges and it involves diverse functions,

my mind has established a rock of faith and determination in me. I will continue to hold the torch of worldwide peace and I will not stop till I achieve success on the strength and footsteps of positive thinking. This is the firm objective of my spirited life. My efforts will continue to advocate stopping the anti-peace promotion in the society and in India to help to stop 3^rd world war forever from the face of our earth. Lo! When can I witness a situation when our planet earth gets rid of treachery on its soil, when enmity ends, when does brotherhood sprout and uphold and when all the mankind on earth will be able to lead a life of peace and freedom> Efforts towards this goal will continue as long as I continue to live, because this indeed is the truth and this, indeed, is life. True success in certain to sincere endeavor. Various experiences of my life in this field will unfold themselves in what follows. You can witness various peace attempts in the website:-www.worldwidepeaceorganization.org

Confined to the four walls of my home, main activities like spreading and message of peace through the medium of poems and radiate enlightenment of positive thinking, through new year greetings and a strong will to achieve something tangible, have been the beacon light of all my endeavors. Because people who are disabled are viewed, with pity, as helpless beggars and alms-mongers, - even if they come forward to achieve something in life, they are reminded of all their short comings, stopping them from moving forward. I was also a victim of such a legacy, because I had already started spreading peace messages through thousands of letters to every nook and corner of the world, purely at my own cost. I got encouraging and positive response through letters from many countries appreciating of my attempts to spread peace. Even now such letters continue to pour in. At last, an organization by name “World Wide Peace Organization” was established under whose canopy, various peace-related activities and programmes have continued to take shape with full speed. Because of financial constraints, I had to take loans from banks and spend them towards spreading world peace, in search of a bright future. But my physical and financial conditions deteriorated further. As I could not repay the loans in times, notices from banks and courts continued to threaten me; but due to my firm resolve based on the strong foundation of the path of peace, I got along despite all these difficulties, without being baffled and without becoming panicky and nervous because, we have come across many a great persons in history who faced similar poverty and fought with them and hoisted the flags of victory based on self-sacrifice, self-confidence and self-motivation. Like Lord Jesus Christ, Mother Teresa, Mahatma Gandhi and several excellent example in the world.

Professor Stephen Hawking is a great example into my encouragement life to go ahead and ahead without thinking about my much more disability. Fortunately I had personal meeting with him in Delhi in 1998 when he visited in India and I had chance to listen his motivational speech in Ashia village auditorium after the function I went to see him he was smiling to see me and I was also wishing him in the same style I was very much happy to see his boldness against his challenge life I also adopted more will power to overcome my also further challenge for the welfare of suffering person, divyagjan and every student of India on the path of peace education motivational mission which was giving me new powerful thoughts and helping to learn me how to live beautiful life under the grace of Almighty God. I was using my pocket money for the promotion of this mission amongst the common people and the primary students. Antipeace thoughts people were criticizing me to say “He himself failed to walk and talking about peace promotion” even people were laughing over my efforts but I had one thought about Mahatma Gandhi said “critics are my best friend” and I was also disregarding such negative people without taking any objection but in the society good thinking people side by side encouraging my life. Now it was the year 2003 I was thinking to write my first book as I saw dream in the 11^th class when I was studying let me write a book with caption “DISCORY OF PEACE” ‘SHANTI KI KHOJ’ so I was starting to dictate someone gradually this book I was completed within 8 months I myself did everything like editing etc. etc. and copywrite permission I also got from Govt. of India.

It was inaugurated by the Ambassador of Panama Mr. A. Garrido and Dr. Karan Singh our former hon’ble member of parliament including several other good people were present on the occasion of inaugurating in Rajghat hall October 2004. In November 2004 I was given special complimentary peace promotion stall in pragati maidan on India International trade fair by the Ministry of social justice and empowerment, Govt. of India for the encouragement of my life as well as peace promotion amongst the visitors. I got very much success during 8 days continue sitting in the India International trade fair my book Discovery of Peace liked by the people very much. Next year 2005 I visited Kashmir valley on to take peace mission in this regard I had supported by the residence commissioner of J & K house from New Delhi on middle May month I was in Srinagar among the terror of Kashmir at that time Kashmir problem was very critical. With me two escorts were available in Srinagar visit we stayed in Jhelem riverside in boat area. I started to talk about peace promotion amongst the people of Kashmiri they were not happy with peace promotion and talking about antipeace dialogue against India and people were asking question from us you were from India in our Kashmir valley we were surprise to listen their thoughts they were not accepting themselves as Indian.

I tried to understand them about India support was with you to safe from the neighborhood conspiracy against the Kashmiri people but they were not happy. Next morning I visited Kashmir university and I had fortunately meeting with vice chancellor of Kashir he was happy to listen my encouragement on peace efforts and he promoted our mission to talk next day amongst the faculty of law students. Before my starting talk on peace promotion almost all students shouted slogans against America and India. Registrar sir who was sitting with me satisfied them to say he was as individual came in our valley on peace mission please listened to him carefully after that I started to talk in English language why peace is necessary in the world> Peace is the only option to shot-out your own problem as well as Kashmir problem with examples I placed my dialogues.

After this session students ask many questions from me I answered them with peace message. Half of the students were happy to listen my peace talk and came with me for get together photograph and rest of students were against me they were talking with their Kashmiri language before came in Delhi last day on Friday hon’ble Governor J & K Mr. Sinha called on me in his Raj-Bhawan and appreciated me very much for my efforts for peace promotion the same here July I visited UP district Ghaziabad myself. I stay in an inn on small expanses and visited many schools to see the principle and vice principle of the school and requested them to give me a small slot on peace education promotion for the welfare of students. School authority promoted to invite me in the assembly almost every school. Like this I visited on October 2005 Muradabad district I again did the same for the promotion of peace education in favour of student many schools also invited me to address the students in the morning and afternoon assembly time. I got excellent feedback and good encouragement from the principle of the schools. Till today I have visited almost 24 states and 5 Union Territories state by mentioned the following list.

Dantewada Naxalist Area (01)

I was given honour in different following places on peace mission.

1. I was personally praised very much by Late Hon'ble Dr. A.P.J. Abdul Kalam, Former President of India for this more promotion 2009.
2. Lions Club, Jaisalmer, 2011-12
3. Chiranjeevi Bal Bharti School (Gurugram) 2002
4. NCERT Competition like Debate, Poem, Song, Chess, Speech, 1998, 2000, 2002, 2004, 2005, 2007, 2015 & 2016
5. District Institute Educational Teachers (Moradabad) Trophy on Peace Mission (Jan. 2009)
6. Sunbeam School, Varuna, Varanasi honored special Trophy last year 2013